Liiiiiyyyyannnaaa !

2009-05-21T05:48:00.000-07:00

Good bye , Nasri .

finally its now been 12 days of being single . and its a gd thing that ive finally to get to forget abt nasri bit by bit bt still i cant . he just sumone whom i really love deeply . haizz, crite dulu . kesah dulu , buat aper nk ungkitkn ? yeaa , it's hard . hv u ever feel hw it is like to let go the feeling towards the person u really love . yeaa . for me it takes days , weeks , and maybe years to let go bt I need to try the best , try my deepest best to forget bout him . u may say i'm wasting my time loving and thinking of him bt i never regretted loving him coz he changed my life , my attitude bt now he had gone leaving me all alone making me change to tht liyana whom i really hate . I hate being with you bt i never hate loving you coz u know why ? because my family already knew my relationship with you once and they don't understand we already have nothing . and when everysingle day , they tease me of calling out your name , it just sucks ! it is just really suckish . and it made me back to my unhappy mood. i should hv just be friends with you and never had a relationship with you other than frens . its hard its hard , to let my feelings of love for you to fade . you just meant so much to me . bt , i promise you , readers , by the end of the year i will eventually forget abt him and move on with my life with my true one&only love . now , thers sumone in my heart , bt i nvr will knw wat he feel abt me . i really hope to hv to be with him , bt studies is now important for me . so , maybe next time , i really hoped to hv this person to be my one true love . coz he's the only person i listened to the advice which he told me to concentrate on my studies . I love him ; yeaa , i hope he's my one true love .

Yours truly ;

2009-05-16T23:28:00.000-07:00

Random muchh

nyahahhaa . random sgtsgt . hahaha . da 8 days single :] yeaa ! happy lar katerkn eyhss , suker uhh jady single . tawu asal ? tktawu diamdiam . nasri ex paleng rabak la eyhh , msg tk eply pehh , tk paa . sabar jehh laa kirekn . nyahahaha . masi susah taw utk luper kn dier . its damn hard to forget about Nasri . even harder than what i thought . every night , he was the person i thought of , and started wetting my cheeks . though i love this one sec three guy , Nasri is still in my mind . though Nas dun love me anymre , i still love him bt nt like i used to . he's the ex whom i really loved all this while . i wanna patch bt i dun think he will ever want to hv me back so , naseb la katerkn ? haiz , enta laa . i want only one in my heart bt its complicated , tht sec 3 guy or Nasri or maybe neither one of them . guess i hv to wait till the day is right to be knwn . Nasri , i knw u dun want to patch bt one thing one thing , friends , cn we ? busy ar skrg , viewing my photo coment ayee , love u :] to whoever i love . nyahahahah .

Yours truly ,

2009-05-12T05:20:00.000-07:00

Hanya tinggal kenangan

As you read this , listen to this song , Tiada Guna Ku . Mase lalu dengan cepat yehh , tk disangke , kite da tkde hubungan lagy , tinggal jady kwn jehh , kalaw kwn pon mesty tk rpt cm dulu , knp mesty kiter putus ? apa ini smue balasan dariMu . asal tanpa disangkesangke kite jady gyniee . nangis untk berape hari kerana ini . susah utk trime ape yg telah terjady . tanpa diduga , tanpa disangke , smue hancur . kaw tinggalkn begytu sahaja . tapy ape salah akw ? aper akw telah buat sehingga jady begynie . sungguh payah untk menerimanya . bodoh sangat akw nie kn , tk sesuai utk bersama muu . akw tetap susah untk lepaskn dirimu walau telah byk yg telah memberitahu ku kaw tk begytuu berguna untk kuu , tapy aku rasa kaw masih tetap akn ku ingati , masamasa bersamamu , masa yang pahit juga . kuu masih rindukan dirimuu walau akw telah disakiti oleh muu , ohh nasri , akw minta maaf atas segala kesilapan ku padamu , aku berharap kaw dapat menerimakuu sebagai kwn mu yg seperti dulu :] sedang ku mengungkapkn padamu , akw terluka dan masih susa melupakan muu , selamat untk berhidup di dunia yg penuh cabaran ini ..

Yours truly ,

2009-05-06T05:51:00.001-07:00

Semakin renggang kan perhubungan kita

Aisha , why must u be following your dad . why dont you just stay here with us , its better . i never wanted to let u go , i never want to lose you . i never want to miss you because i know you will always be there for me , if u were to go , nobody sumone like you will come to me and talk to me . there's no one else like you . u make me stop crying when i'm down . u helped me , u were there for me , at most i missd those times i was singing wit u when you're down . we were crying to each other eventhough it only happened to you . i can feel what u feel . u slapped my face for me being negative , u punched me for wanting to cry , u helped me laugh coz the pain was ticklish .. hahaa , tk saket *blueks* . i dun wan to lose you aisha , coz i will cry , i dun wan to cry , wen i wasnt with you , i will often cry wen smth happened . u were the one hu made me cheer up all this while . sister , thnk you :] i wanna dedicate this for one&onliyy you . i love you , sister , my one&onlii sweet the veryvery , mylaughing partner :]

Yours truly ,

2009-05-04T03:21:00.000-07:00

Menghilang

woiiwoiiwoii ! hahaa , just nw , during pe period was the upper sec recess , so i went into the cantin , to see my sayang , nasri ! at last we're back to as per normal . salam-ed zaidi , NAS !! , then went to ish to play tht badminton game . oh yeaa im suck of it . andand yess , bsk nasri , u kene dari i , u ingat tawtaw ! kene gigit uhh ! tk caye sudahh . conform pnyer niee , tk bohong . tulaa , saper suroh tk reply , tk heran u tkd ke adr pp8 , mesty eply jgak . hahahaa , bsk jumpe gigit u uhh , aper jehh liyana niee . and guess wat readers , theres a song named nurliyana , ohh-so-sweet . lalaalaaa , eventhough it is not for me , i still terase ! hahaa . ehh , ex akuu ckp adr buat lagu utk aku pun drg confrm fakee aper niee , bkn jiwe lagy :[ andand , met up wit sum ex-jurongs . okeay 3 onlii , nabil , herman , udai ? kaey laen kali mesty adr outing , kalau tk , enta mesty luper kwn lamekelamaan . saw fawwaz too , irul , amira ismail ! hahaa , i miss them . btw , get well soon , sabrina :] hahaa . till here , I'm hyperr . i miss sayangkuu , nasri !

Yours truly ,

2009-04-30T21:54:00.000-07:00

Sweetest One Month Anniversary

Now , im gonna post this especially for him , eventhough now we are still quarreling , i still remember our one month which is today , baby , forgive me . lets forgv and forget what that had happened that leads us to our unhappiness . i knw both of us in the wrong bt pls , lets forget ehat that had happened , keep those sweetest memories in the mind onli . the bitter ones , throw it away , pls ? now the post for our 1 month . sayang , thnk u for sending me home , thnk u for loving me since feb , thnk u for having to care about me so much . most of all thnk u for loving me to this far . though we had to face those bitter moments , we still love each other like we used to . we quarelled , we ignored , we dont even talk to each other for days bt still we forgive each other . bt now , we aint quarreling about just a minor thing bt this quarreling thing is major til it lead us to almost broke up the day before this 1 month . baby , im sorie ive hurt u . im hurt too , bt we shld cooperate more with each other . pls forgv my sins towards u . I love you , yes i do . i swear , i love you , Md. Nasri Bin Md. Sairi . Hugs&Kisses .

Much loves ,

2009-04-30T04:32:00.000-07:00

Hatiku terluka

kau menipu aku tanpa ku sedari dan ternyata , sgalanya terbongkar . apakah sebab nya ku ditipu , apakah jesalahan dirku ini ? apakah aku bersalah terhadap dirimu , katakanlah padakuu . aku sangat cintakan dirimu . malam ini ku sendiri lagi , seperti mlmmlm biasa , mengapa kau dustai cinta yg murni , sedangkan kau tau cintaku sucii . kau tidak peduli ku terluka . bukan kemahuanku , bukan kehendakku atas kegagalan cinta kita . ku turuti dirimu walau ku sedar pahit bagiku , aku tetap redha . tetapi mengapakah kau tipu diriku ini ? ku terluka , ku nangis satu mlm kerana dirimu dan kerana kau ku menangis sendiri di kelas kuu pabila ku sedang menghadapi peperiksaan , mengapakah harus ini terjadi skrg ? aku tidak pernah menghendak untk melepaskan dirimu tapi aku terpaksa namun aku tetap mahu kan dirimu . dengan keizinan tuhan kita tidak berpisah . Alhamdulillah , tapi aku belum tahu keterangan tentang segala ini ? aku redha , aku redha tetapi aku masih sedih aku masih terluka , aku tidak dpt hilangkan perasaan ine . penjelasan darimu dan hanya kata maaf darimu yg aku menunggu , dan aku kan mengucapkn maaf juga . Sayang , maafkn la diriku kalau ku telah berbuat salah . esok hari 1 bulan kite ? ape jady kalau gynie , we almost breaked up and tmrw is our 1 mth . are we there yet ? ive nothing to say anymore bby , im just sorie , i love u no matter what happens .

Yours truly ,

2009-04-28T05:52:00.000-07:00

That chain to my love .

Helloh , how had u been doing huhh ? me ? i was feeling sick today . i was feeling quite dizzy . and i was sneezing in class and keep on asking for tissue from hema . that barbie doll tissue -.- something is making me damn cant wait for 1st May , bt have to . i hope that day will be a memorable day jyeah , wish me luck okayy . eventhough u dont know what is that i cant wait for , just wish me luck okaeyy . i hope that will be the best day for me and him , anybody suggest me a place which is good for me to go ? not crowded places okeayy . tell me taww kalau adr idea . aaahhh , i'm hungry . bt i dun want to eat , entalaa ape hal .wait , i guess u all know why i aint cannot wait for that day ritee ? coz ive showed clues alr , lol ? so shush if u knw . i miss my jps frens uhh . especially , herman , danish , khairul , amirah rashid , sabrina , nadira and amira ismail ! tkd news lagy seyhh pasal drg except for , herman . lol the closest among them . he rawcks ! well everybody do . haizz . k im bored ? done uhh , byee takecaree . those having their examinations out there , gd luck okeayy :] do the best .

Yours truly ,

2009-04-25T03:12:00.000-07:00

Baekk uhh ,
thnks to farina ,
ive just knwn hw to put this picture .
lol !
serious pehh !
dalaa ,
ketawekn kn!
bye uhh , majok !
love you , sayang !

Yours truly ,

2009-04-24T04:55:00.000-07:00

ツLiyana ; Originality is the best ,
010409 = Love story starts . ' Kesesalan ! Percayalah , ku masih setiaa .'

Kaeyy , ckup lahh sehh liyana .
i hv nothing to do so i posted my msn name &
my pm on msn for now .
lol :]
this is what i called boredom .
rindu uhh nan ehemm !
woits ~!
ape nie uhh buat muke !
fakeee ~!
hahaaa , i'm trying to be normal ,
wait , is that my normal - ity ?
hahaa ,
i wanna emphasise on ORIGINALITY .
hahaa , whats up wit me ?
these days i'm talking crap abt originality .
haizz .
entalaa ehhyy .
asal plak ehh ?
cm tk suke uhhh , org ikot2 org laenn .
da terjady pt akuu ,
thts y aku tk happpy :[
ORIGINALITY huh ?
u cn only be urself mann ,
believe me , kalau nk ikot orang pon conferm tk menjadii :]
tapy kalau da nk berniat untk ikut tu pon cm tk happy laaa !
phm tk awak ?
aku cm nk tulis jeh name saper yg aku refer tu , tapy kesiankn laa .
takot org tuhh marahh ,
haiz :[
tkpe laa, suke haty kau la nak !
im following my mother !
tu tk kesa laa , kalau ikot family member woii !
hahaa .
nw my adk threatening me to kiss him if not he wont gv me popcorn hahaa .
sorie ehh syg , i hv to kiss him , nt u .
hahaa , him tu adk btol taw .
hahaa . i missed those times wen i kcu kcu my sayang :[
hmm .. memory ..
i want tht day during sports day back ,
coz wen i went back from sports day was a wonderful memory !
aaaarr ! ive lost my mind mannzz !
hahaa , smpi di sini sahaja warkah saya buat kali inii ,
cheyyhh surat tidak rasmi pnyer ending seyyhh !
hahaa .
da laaa , k bye .
love u mataer kuu yg tercinte !
Yours truly ,

2009-04-22T05:30:00.000-07:00

nothing to do so ,
ive found some quotes :]

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

By Unknown

If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back theyd never ask you to.

By Anonymous
I Miss You

Though you are not here
wherever I go or whatever I do
I see your face in my mind
and I miss you so
I miss telling you everything
I miss showing you things
I miss our eyes
secretly giving each other confidence
I miss your touch
I miss our excitement together
I miss everything we share
I don't like missing you
It is a very cold
and lonely feeling
I wish that I could be
with you right now
where the warmth of our love
would melt the winter snows
But since I can't be
with you right now
I will have to be content
just dreaming about
when we'll be together again

-Poem by Susan Polis Schutz

Yours truly ,

2009-04-18T04:44:00.000-07:00

ehh , pmpan ,
jgn ikutikut org blehh tk ?
stopit sehh .
pmpan tu bkn dari huayi ,
kalau kau rase kau yg aku refer to then tepok tgnn :]
ape hal sak ,
rambot sumerh ikot ,
aku nyerh way of writing pon kau ikot .
aku nk blg kau ehh ,
do ur original way pls ?
msn , pon samer paa ?
tkpe laa .
suker hati kau laa .
tapy aku remind kau jehh uhh ehh .
do ur own original way :]
thnk you uhh ehh :]

Yours truly ,

2009-04-17T05:02:00.000-07:00

hi yaww !
hahahaaa ,
hyperr lahh seh todayy .
btbt , also unhappy with sumonee .
serious shitto , i dun have anything towards him larhh sehh .
only as a friend :]
tk nk carik gadohh uhh .
lembablembab tu tk perlu larh ehh .
i'm attach , aku tauu uhh jage mataer aku sendiri .
dierhh tu kwn akuu .
yang rapat , tk kn pasal kau aku nk biarkn jehh sehh .
tkper lar , demi kebahagiaan kau , aku redha .
cheyhh cheyhh .
gylerhh .
kaeeyy larr .
ni smuerh harus dimaafkan , di lupakan .
yeapyeap , agree ?
kaeey nw , to the happy part !
saaayyyaaaanngg !
niarii dan semalam memori terindah untk minggu inii .
minggu ini jehh taww .
mingu depan aperh plak ehhehehh .
haizz .
penat larhh sehh training tadyy .
kaki cramp larhh wakk !
k larh take careess bubbye :]

Yours truly ,

2009-04-14T22:12:00.000-07:00

hey yaww !
i'm in the comp lab now .
physics lesson uhh .
He didnt came to school -_-
rindu larh katerkn ,
why he didnt come ?
rinduuu !
I'm likee damn bored larhh sehh !
Waiting for my group to present our slides .
hmphh ..
so hows lifee been doing huh ?
lots of confusion , misunderstandings and still love my bioifiee :]
bt so far , great uhh bt stressing studies .
soorry paused for awhile ,
it was my group's turn .
first paragraph which i read was , erm ?
words are words that are difficult for me to pronounce .
hahaa , nah mind .
k back to what i was talking ,
aper arh ?
lifee , lifee , lifee ?
hmm ?
idk lahh , well , the last few problems was solvd .
the hawt guy *not* , cheyyh tk lar , hawt larhh .
became my brother :]
abg hawt lar *ehemehem*
cheeyyhh .
my ex , my brother too .
bt nt smsing him that much anymoree .
boifiee marah larh .

angry larh .
i will folow my boifie advice and words okeyy ?
SETIA , insya Allah .
kaeyy larh , bell rang alr .
bbye , take carees :]

Yours truly ,

2009-03-31T03:57:00.000-07:00

I'm done with my love lifee .
it came out to be just a liee ..
the hawt guy just a betrayerr ,
my sayang is a liar !
we're all over .
nw , im single bt i wont mingle around coz nw i realised tht love cnt be won just in a blink of an eye .
ti here , gtg , im bz :]
yours truly ,

Quiz

2009-03-20T07:32:00.000-07:00

1) Beside your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
~Cheeks

2)How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
~ Happy~! lol .

3)Who were the last person you took photo with?
~Farina&Zakiyah

4)Would you considered to be spoiled?
~No .

5)Would you ever donate blood?
~Maybe .

6)Do you have a good friend of an opposite sex?
~Yess .

7)Do you want someone dead?
~No sehh .

8)What does your last text msg say?
~' Hahaha . What're you doing ? '

9)What are you thinking of right now?
~ Idk .

10)Do you wish that 'someone' with you right now?
~ Definitely ~!

11)What time did you go to sleep last night?
~ 1 am .

12)Where you buy the T-Shirt you're wearing now?
~ Baleno .

13)Anything in your mind right now?
~ Yes , him ..

14)Who is the last person who texted you?
~ Syairazi :]

15)Tag 10 person to do this quiz!!
1.Simin
2.Yan mei
3.Akhbar
4.Faizah
5.Sing rui
6.Chongsing
7.Udai
8.Kak Amaliya
9.Amirah
10.Herman

16)Who is number2 related to you?
~My last year classmate :] damn missing her .

17)Number3 is a female or male?
~ Male.

18)If Number7 and Number10 get together, will it be a good thing?
~ Erm, maybe everyday , they will quarell . haha .

19)What is Number1 study about?
~ IDK .

20)Is Number4 single?
~Yes.

21)Anything impressive that number5 done for you?
~idk.

22)If number3 and number6 get together, what do you think will happen?
~They're nt gays and they nvr met each other .

23)Describe number9?
~She's ooohhh-soo-lovely .

24)What will you think if number6 and number7 fight?
~They nvr knw tht each other exist .
i mean like chong sing dont knw udai exist & udai doesnt knw chongsing exist .

25)Do you like number8?
i looovvvee her ~! she cantekk taw !

2009-03-18T05:35:00.000-07:00

Went sentosa today :]
haha ,
went there then me and aisha was lostt !
hahah .
okeh , paiseh sehh .
bt then end upp getting to meet the rest at the beach .
haha ,
sat down for a while then chnge to 'swim'
erm , nt swim uhh , just basically ,
'rendam' .
haha .
then we played monkey ball ,
fun3 !
haha .
last part , so touch sehh ,
smebdy carried me !
sweet nyer ,
never in my whole life anybody other than family members , carried me .
haha .
okokok , then went to vivo long joohn silvers to eat .
then went home .
this is the furthest outing i went with my frens .
hahah !
Had fun sehh , woohh !
if smebdy were to come , confirmed must be funn , bt tht person didnt :[
nahmind , at least i had fun and he did wit his uncle :]
til here ,

Yours truly ,

2009-03-09T06:17:00.000-07:00

great ,
i want to admit .
some of the sec 4t1 guys are damn kind :]
really , i swear .
they are better to talk to than talking to ur classmate smetimes .
seriously .
they made me laugh everytime .
especially , the soccer 4t1 boys .
damn , im getting to know them better :]
1N1 AISHA rocks my lifee .
she's everything to me ,
without her , my smile wont be complete .
haha .
she's the listener , the advicer , the smile attacker .
haha .
and then .
Faizah , she's my listener , we always helped each other especially in Art !
haha .
Hema , the advicer . she always care about me . haha , she's damn freaking caring .
Singrui , she's the pretty one ! haha .
then 4t1 ,
Nasri , he's the listener and the advicer :] he alwys cheer me up taww . *claps*
Harry , die pelawakk . haha .
Indra , the fakkee guyy , haha . always do pranks .
Solihin , he's the hawwt guyy from 4t1 bt seriously , i hv nth to do wit hym , just frens , i swearr . he makes me smilee :]
and the mosst belovedd one ,
Sayyaaannnggg !
he always cheered me upp , he gave me warm hugs , gdnite kisses and swit texts .
he's my one & only sayang , love hym sooo much :]
haha . he always care for me and i appreciate .
and btw .
B ,

Happy 1st month anniversary , sayyanng !
wish we last longg .
miss you damn alott !
loves you .
for all the love u gave me ,
i appreciate it !
*kisses*

til here :]

Yours truly ,

2009-03-07T04:32:00.000-08:00

are you loving me with sincere ?
u're attached ?
and now she's aftr me?
bt i'm trying my best to move on with my life WITHOUT loving you no moree .
for what i gt for loving u was just hurts .
I'm also attch ,
bt nw i realised i shld also love mine as how i love hym before .
coz nw ive regretted loving u .
sec sch life just ain't what i thought .
it's more stressful than what i thought .
u just made me aint me anymore .
u chnged me .
i dont want u anymore in my lifee .
u're just playing wit me .
it's no usee .
coz i will found out everythng soon .
there's no chance for u to lie to me .
i'm not a toy u cn play with .
and , pls .
dont play with girls .
coz girls aint a toy to be played with .
coz they are easy to be hurt .
once u tel them that hurt them so muchh , bt u thought was just a minor thing,
bt for uss its a major .
they cry for a guy because they dont want to lose that certain guy .
bt at last they left them , coz love is about sacrifising ..
get it ?
:]
i'm just gonna smile withoust showing what i meant actually .
u may see me smile everyday bt u may nt knw its a fakee smilee .

Yours truly .

2009-02-23T03:51:00.000-08:00

so how's life huh ?
wonderful or aint wonderful ?
kay , ive been bored now and then .
long time never councel people .
people, tel me ur probs , and i wil listen to it and advice u .
a little bit of advice for u ,
never give up what u believed in
for what u believe more, u will achieve higher .
life goes on ,
and more challenges u must face ,
face it with confidence .
never look back , always look straight .
eventhough its a hard challenge u must face ,
bt with confidence and believes in urself ,
u 'll make thru it .
in my life, theres always a problem that i must face ,
bt i never give up ,
coz this is a test for ur life .
u have ur own specials, every person has it .
bt some doesnt even know .
and people !
this is a warning to u ,
never comment bad about people !
coz u , urself may nt even knw u 're sumkind of it .
they hav their strengths and weakness , so do you .
so never comment bad about other people .
nobody aint perfect .
get it ~
so yeah , me , myself too admit i'm nt perfect bt i'm ok with it .
all i want to say is Live Your life
Thank you :]

Yours truly ,

2009-02-14T03:57:00.000-08:00

Kau dtg ke hidupku ,
menyinari hidupku dan membimbing ku .
pada mulanya aku tidak kisah siapa dirimu ,
tapi lama kelamaan aku tidak dapat membayangi diriku tanpa mu .
kau menyatakan cintamu kepada diriku ,
aku bersyukur .
kau datang ke hatiku ,
dan jgn kau tinggalkan aku kerana aku mencintai dirimu
dgn sepenuh hatiku .
kau tlh menjad seseorg di didalam hidup ku .

you're my soul .
my awakening .
love me forever .
never leave me .
bcause i love u so .
leave me,
and i'll hate you .
bcause u've hurt me .
i've told myself ,
u will make my day happier .
and if u leave me, that makes my words nt true .

keugutan cinta tidak ada gunanya ,
kepaksaannya juga tidak ada gunanya ,
kerana ia hanya membuat diri seseorang dikejam oleh diri seseorang .
cinta hanya boleh tahan lama jika seseorang yg telah dicintainya mencintainya tanpa ugutan atau paksaan .
kesepian hati boleh diubati hanya dengan cinta yg asli dan suci .
jangan kau paksa seseorang kerana seseorang itu tidak akan cintaimu untuk selamanya .
jangan kau menugutnya kerana kau hanya membuatnya derita .
menyayangi seseorang bermaksud tidak menyakiti seseorang .

having jealousy towards opposite sex of yours ,
means love .
ur love towards somebody will last long ,
if u love tht person with a heart full of pure .

manakah janji-janji mu ,
kau katakan janji apabila kau katakan kau akan mencintaiku selamanya .
kasih sayang mu hilang begitu sahaja ,
perangai mu berubah dalam sekelip mataku ,
kau mencintaiku kerana wajah .
kau tidak mencintaiku kerana hatiku .
dan setelah kita mmutuskan hubungan ini ,
aku mendapat tahu kau telah menipu aku selama ini .
kau telah mempermainkan aku .
aku sungguh bersyukur kita telah memutuskan perhubungan kita .
kalau aku masih bersama kau ,
aku kan selalu menderita ,
sekarang kau dan aku hanya teman biasa ,
dan sebelum itu ,
kau bilang aku kau akan berubah .
tapi, belum lagi aku dapat melihat segalanya .
perkataan mu tidak mempercayakan diriku .
perkataan mu hanya semata-mata membuat ku cintaimu sekali lagi .
namun,
semua kebenaran sudah terbongkar ,
dan tiada lagi yang boleh kau menipu aku lagi .
tapi apa daya ,
aku dan kau hanya kawan biasa ,
bukan kawan yang terbaik .
sekali lagi , cinta hanya boleh membangkit di hati dengan sepenuh kebenaran .
rasa cintaku terhadap mu , jangan kau harap ada lagi di hatiku .
maafkn aku tapi aku harus memberitahu kau yg benar .

U're my everything and when i set my eyes on u ,
i'm speeechless .
i know we're going to be longed wif together ..
i never will let u be depressed ..
and nvr let u down of what u want to do ..
bt rmbr only gd things i let u .
n i'm proud of u .
u make me love u more ..

^^those are originals from me^^
I made it myself .
bt the english doesnt make the same meaning as the malay ones .
so sori yeah if u dun understand .
the malay ones more touching ..
the malay , long2 one , is about myself , my own life .
bt nw , i'm grateful i had found mine ,
the one who doesnt care bout looks , and truthful to me .
i love hym with all my love .
and i promise to myself , if ever he lied to me ,
I'll never be happy anymore .
coz i trust hym so much .

Yours truly ,

2009-01-23T20:40:00.000-08:00

i really don't know why .
why am i crying wen i listen to the song , ceritaku ehich means .
my story .
i was like tears wetting my cheecks .
somehow, i miss someone .
none other than farhan .
well, that song really reminds me of my past .
til here lar ,

Yours truly ,

2009-01-23T05:23:00.000-08:00

today celebrated my bdae wif my frens .
wow, that was fun ,
bt some part was annoying and some part was touching .
so if u were nt invited , sorry , too many ppl already ,
until my cups are all used up .
they keep refilling and i was so busy .
damn busy .
thx ria, farina for washing the dishes .
and btw, frens , thx for the gift .
ehh , thx kakak sec 2 who gave me ferrero rocher , i'm craving for that man .
thnk u thnk u .
damn , this year was the best celebration .
and the most caked thrown to me among every year of my bdae date .
and sori for those were nt invited ,
there were so many people .
guys, celebrate again ar .
i miss it .
Aisha , hapi bdae !
and aissah too ..
korang baek siot ,
and aisha , thx for the shocking u made me by putting cake on me .
jyeah , revenge will be made in the future , believe it or nt .
haha .
oh yarh ,
kaeh, reverse til after sch ...
*reversing*
done, so me , ros , ria nad and the rest went to jps .
wow, we're the noisiest ones there .
always cheer .
cannot stop .
wen going to my house also cheer den everybody was like no more voice .
i was the only one shouting there shouting here ..
hyper hyper .
ehh, fun sia .
ok fast forward .
*forwading*
done .
ok then after we ate thn we cheer bt most were nt hyperr enough coz they already cheered loudly at the jps already .
*lose voice*
them bt nt me .
after that i do de bomb bomb thing they all replied like talking like dat whereareas i was shouting like hell .
and then i was doing the fever cheer and i was like shouting and they were like looking at me wif the expression *crazy?*
wa, then i paiseh already .
bt then i stil continue ,
heck care ,
was damn funn !
so til here ,

Yours truly ,

2009-01-22T03:37:00.001-08:00

Happy happy bdae happy happy bdae ,
to......
shawn, hassan, shariff and me !
yeah !
wah i damn happy sia .
today was fun, fun fun !
felt so touched .
hee ,
tmrw gonna celebrate , confirmed !
damn happy coz this is the first time celebrating my bdae with frens , frens frens .
1e2'09 rocks my world man !
1e2 , 1e2 all the way !
1e2 is the best .
believe it or not !
hah,
three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for 1e2 ,
hip hip , hooray ! hiphip , hooray ! hiphip , hooray !
so if u jealous , nananaanana .
haha, 1e2'09 rocks .
jealous ? shut up .
ahaha ,
til here ,

Yours truly ,

2009-01-15T04:27:00.000-08:00

The Light Seeker .
I come from the shadow

Where the universe seems so hollow

The grass never be green

Even the farmer is so keen

Call me the light seeker

Looking for the one who makes my life better

I don’t care if the way is too sweet or bitter

Because I’ve already eat the painkiller

I’m just searching for the light

They will take me to my knight

With white horse and sword

He makes me fly with his words

2009-01-09T19:09:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the cca day ..
i wanted to join the hip hop dance !
bt i was selected for band ..
stupid .
that teacher-in-charge force me sia ..
i dun wan to join band !
i hate band !
i wan netball and hip hop dance !
stupid , i only said i wanna quit then she went on and on saying things abt band .
i just smile ..
then bored seh .
i wan smth that involves moving ..
and band u just sit and play the instrument ..
and i cant play instrument ..
coz i have no talent .
and one of my fren from sec 3 told me to just nt attend the band lesson ..
and heck care !
wooh~!
and now im lonely, i miss hym ..
he didnt even replied my msgs ytd.
bt he's so sweet .
he really make me smile everytime .
he promised me he will not leave me ..
and he noes he love me that we cant be seperated .
he told me this :
when ur asleep aku kan selalu ada di tetap mu .
kau harus tau betapa aku mencintaimu ..
aaawwwhh, if u wan to noe wads the meaning ask me in msn okaeh ?
missed hym so much .

Yours truly ,

2008-12-31T03:38:00.000-08:00

woohoo~!
Hua Yi's camp was the best !
i had a lot of fun .
it was tiring but FUN ,FUN, FUN !
okae okae ,
i found one hensem eh !
FARHAN![From xingnan]
ahh!
but still missing my ex .
FARHAN's face was similar to my ex eh !
u noe wad ?
i tell u how i started to like hym ..
Firstly, i wanna thank water game coz they had made me notice hym!
the game started and i saw hym , thn i was like so hensem ..
then he saw me then he go my direction !
Suddenly , he threw his water bomb to me and hit directly on my stomach .
they were actually supposed to hit our enemy group's bottles .
bt he aim me .
then i was like ehh!
then he shouted success !
i was like urgh , i cnt throw water bomb coz only the knights should which he is ..
after that , we were told to gather , then i suddenly infront of hym ,
then he look at me and pulling up his eyebrow up and down and smiling to me continuosly ,
i was like urgh , bt inside ..aaaawwwhh!
then i was like paying attention to the student leader wen suddenly , bomb !
i was hit by a water bomb by hym nearly !
i was like ehhhhhh!
then he smiled again .
bt my fren spoiler sia go scold hym vulgar .
then he was like wth !
i was like relax ah .
then we went to change and then i went to the canteen and saw hym again .
i smiled to hym and he smiled to me back .
ok , *melted in my heart*
then we were like met infront of the hall and so on ..
i was like wanting hym to like me bt idk .
then when we were at the hall to dance billy banja ,
we were directly opposite each other !
man, so shy shy ..
okae til here .

Yours truly ,

HUA YI ALL THE WAY !
hua yi hua yi is the best ,
we gonna fight and win the rest !
yeah, yeah , yeah, yeah !

2008-12-28T07:02:00.000-08:00

Time flies so fast ,
and memories were began to buckle up ..
the sweet moments and the bitter moments ..
eventhough it was not a sweet moment , it had make us know that we must live our life better .
i was there .
i was in the moment that was hurting .
his sweet talks were now all gone .
we were back to our single status n he will now could enjoy being with his ex back .
but he had really made me wake up from my wrongs .
now, he had make me notice that being attach is nt the best .
instead , being single and having friends who adored you is the best .
Love do come and go ..
but some arent thee best ..
you must went through all the hurtings and just wait til it go ..
bt some times, it won't ..
u never will know what were the cure til the time comes .
u may have givenup love bt don't coz there's somenone else out there loves u ..
eventhough that certain someone is just right infront of you, u may never notice til that certain someone tell u ..
u rejected his love and in the end u regret ?
that is just stupid ,
and now u saw hym with his new dream girl holding hands ..
and u tried to ruin it .
for what ?
u rejected his love and now ruined it ?
that's a waste of time .
u never know when the time u will go forever ..
so live your life to the fullest and thank Him for His Greatness ..
live your life with the one you really lve but never forget what He had given you ..
So, live your life ..

Yours truly ,

i never wanted you to leave me here all alone .
i thought u were mine til forever .
bt lets bygones be bygones .
why didnt u tel me that from the ferst .
u hurt me alot .
will u ever notice me from now on ?
i hope so .

2008-12-23T04:09:00.000-08:00

hellohhs .
this post is basically my credits to those out there hu had helped me ALOT!
btw, sorry i posted these credits soooooo late .
been busy n forgotten :)
hee .
so , i'll start .
okaeh ,
i'll start with my classmates ferst then followed by my school mates .
Simin, Melinda, Winnie, Amirah and Serene :
Thx ferh bringing up my laghter when i am down . And wen i needed supports u were all right there beside me n telling me to do my best ..U were cheering for me to do the best .u throw me ur smiles wen i even nt in the mood to have smiles .N because of ur smiles i was then back to happines .U never let me down eventhough i was kind of irritating .Thank you for all the memories u've given me .=]
6D girls :
Thx for the memories that u've given me ..All the fun in class was great .!
6D boys :
eventhough some of u were kind of irritating , I'll still appreciate ur bullies coz they make me smile wen it was silly;] .
ok now for my School mates , i mean best mates .
Ria, Zakiyah, Farina, Roslinda, Nadira, Sabrina Imran, Udai, Fatin, Amira Ismail and some more :
I will remember the moments wen we were laughing and hanging around having troubles .and wen i have troubles , u helped me . And u forgived me for every bad thing that i had done .and zakiyah , u rock my life like forever. and the rest too lar .I appreciate ur laughter n ur pranks that had make me laugh damn hard ! Thank you .!
Khabir, Shariff, Hassan, Danish, Herman, Zahirul, Zai, Zul, Khai, Ayie, and the rest :
Jgn nakal2 tau ! If i had said anything that was nt supposed to be treated like tt , forgive me eh ? i miss u guys tau !
and to my love :
I love youhh . I miss u so much , syg . Thanks for cheering me up and for every sweet moments we've been thru , thank u so much .
and for the rest :
Thank you for helping me , especially Fatin and weimin for helping me wif my blog . hee :)

Yours truly ,

2008-12-19T05:08:00.000-08:00

SuperHuman ;

Hyperr ;
I was laughing non stop !

Yours truly ,

2008-12-18T23:08:00.000-08:00

elloh,
went to my posted sch which is Hua Yi ,
wahh , a lot of nerdos ..
erm, excluding me , all i know is there 's only 6 people wear ankle socks ..
ok seriously of all the whole new huayians ..
eh my class i dun know one of them at all !
but also gd cn wake up late coz the sch is just right beside my block ..
oh and 29 - 31 dec is my orientation camp!
damn happy !
cant wait ferh the night walk ..
and the campfire!
ohokay ..
i'm happy to be a huayian though .
excited mann!
i want to gt to know this certain sumone better in that school ..
ohh , and the rest also lar ..
urgh ok , til here .

Yours truly ,

2008-12-18T03:55:00.000-08:00

then rite ..
farina n udai disturbed me like this :
eh ur shop very gd ar .. gt sell like tt , i wanna buy lehh ..
then i replied :
sorry, we clsed already ..
them : why ?
me : bankrupt lar !!
them :ahahahahahahahaahahhaahahahahahah!
then we bused home ..
saw pearlyn n simin in the bus . they sit infront of us ..
ahh!
then go 426 to 'lpk'
saw shariff n the rest ..
playing soccer ..
then saw yaseen ..
waved ..
then i called nadira talk talk talk then go home ..
chat after that n now rite here blogging ,
btw, those hu wanna noe my new hp num pls do tel me ..
til here .

2008-12-18T03:41:00.000-08:00

ello,
it was damn funny at the jurong point .
i went ther wit farina n udai ..
i was the blur kind there ..
we find an optical shop as she wanted to buy contact lens ..
so found one n i was asked to tell the person whether gt sell or nt ,,
then she say what kind bla bla bla ..
n farina answered it ..
then after talking i say ltr we come back again ,,
then go window shopping n saw winnie , simin , pearlyn n the rest ,,
i hugged winnie n simin ..
they're so sweet!
then after drinking n window shopped, we went to another optical shop to see which one sells cheaper then we found out the ferst one was cheaper, so farina told me, how are we goin to escape?
then i told the seller this ,'erm, excuse me , we will TRY to come back later ..'
damn, i shout out the try loudly man !
stupid rite ?ahahah ..
then went to the ferst optical shop n i was again to ask the person ..
then the man say wad does the lady offer u just now ?
then farina say erm, the 2 ..(stopped)
so i continued it .. ahh! buy 2 get 1 free..
then the man looked at me weirdly ..
then farina say where got. if like tat bankrupt already lar ..
then after talk talk talk ..
i was dreaming then farina say oi! wad lar ?
then iw as like in a blur mode : ha? wad wad wad ?
they were like damn laughing ..
i then say ok wadever .. after that we went to toys r us ..
i was holding on to the coke ..
n wen we went in farina told us to hide our coke .. bt then me, the blurry one was like drinking along n looking around n then the cashier was like staring at me n i was looking at her back ?
pathetic isnt it ?
damn funny sia ?!
if u were there u will laugh damn hard ..
i myself cant take it ..
til here ,

Yours truly ,

2008-12-15T05:08:00.000-08:00

elloh .
just wanna tel u boys .
that i'm attached now ..
so quit asking me ferh steadd ..
n dun ever try to break us up ?
btw , we are stil frens okaeh ?
agree or nt , it's ur prob ..
aniwaes , gd luck yeah P6 graduants ferh ur upcoming posting results ..
okae , after reading this dun get irritated by my showing off ..
i wasnt wanting to show off, its just an info to the boys hu have just asked ferh stead ..
now u under stand ?
okae ..
bt weird these days ..
boys that i don know had asked my number bt failed to give ..
too badd, ahahah ..
til here ,

Yours truly ,

2008-12-14T23:24:00.000-08:00

ello;
i'm so damn happy ..
coz i'm getting a new hp ..
btw, i'm changing my hp number..
so if u wanna noe wads the number,
ask me in msn ..
otherwise, i'll send u an enail regarding on my hp number okaeh ?
ok..
cant wait ferh the new hp to come ..
til here ,

Yours truly,

2008-12-14T02:05:00.000-08:00

Today was quite a complicate dkind of day .
deng , i wasnt quite understand wad he say ..
he talked to me like we used to bt he said he stil doesnt forgive me ..
oh well, at least we talked n joke around like we used to ..
he told me smth tt was disgusted by me!
bt it was hilarious tho ..
btw, nth to post so i'll show u my horoscope means today :
Today is your day to shine in every way, dear Aquarius. There is a concentration of energy lining up in your favor, so act boldly and without hesitation. Your emotions are leading the way, and your heart is barely a half a step behind. Follow these forces like the pied piper. Let this be the start of a wild ride on a whole new roller coaster of adventures. The time is right for you to lead .

Yours truly ,

2008-11-25T06:11:00.000-08:00

Today's subject is abt 20/11/2008 when our P6s received their biggest shock ..
erm, maybe ?
ok here's wad happened ..
went t sch n saw jade , she waved t me i waved t her back ..
n then walked n saw simin ,
hugged her ..
she's so sweet , can ?
sat beside tiara i think ..
alone..
saw fatin n went t her n said i'm scared !
she replied dat too ..
i waited n saw zakiyah i think ..
we were terribly scared ..!
went t the hall n sat down ..
mrs yip talk n she announced dat daryl from 6E gt ferst for our school ..
CONGRATS, man..
my ex classmate lehhs ..
went t class n sat down ,
Mrs Yeo wasnt there coz she went t Korea ..
bt Mdm Chan was dere ..
she said ,,
i guess u want t noe whether u passed or not rite ?
n this is the gd news .. u all passed ..
everybody was cheering n i was like want to cry ..
1 by 1 we gt our results ..
then it was amirah's turn then mine ..
amirah was shocked bt smiled ..
thn i looked at my score i was terrribly shocked , smiled , then cried ..
i cried of happiness. .
amirah cried tooo,
dun worry amirah , dun be sad ,
u will improve later on ..
guess wad i scored ?
228 ..
it was like just an imagination ..
i was damn happy ,
then, zakiyah went into my class n asked ferhmy results n i told her ,
then i cried then ..
zakiyah, u can do better !
greeted her parents ..
then meet up wit fatin , annisaa n amy ,
told our results ..
n went off .
went home wif fatin ..
dn told my mom wad was my results n she hugged n kissed me ..
I'm damn happy , can?
Til here ..
btw, jps students..
rmbr me forever , can ?
n I'll rmbr u back. .
ahahaha ..
bye .

Yours truly ,

2008-11-24T20:59:00.000-08:00

here are the reply ferh th taggss !

unkown : ello ; hu are you ?
rico : nt highest lar ..reali meh ? i'm planning to go hua yi ..
wataru : imy too !!I'll rmb u, dun worry ..
xinqqhuii : thx ferh the tagg .! will rmb u, u rmb me too, yeah ?

Yours truly ,

2008-11-21T05:50:00.000-08:00

here are the replies ferh the tags ,
thx , yeah .

wataru : i will miss you too ,will tag you asap . no worries :)
farizuan : we're over now , dun call me dat anymore , i'm sorry .
serene : you too , yeahs ?
rico : well, realli nt what i expected bt I'm really suprised that i've higher marks than yours ! Unbelievable !
aqilah : sure, will relink you a.s.a.p !

til here ,

Yours truly ,

2008-11-17T05:36:00.000-08:00

so lonely rite now ,
he's nt onlining for this few days ,
coz he 's away having camp ..
i'm missing hym so muchh ..
i missed the times wen we're in msn talking ..
aaaaawwwwhhh,
darling, faster come back ..
i miss u so much !!!
lazy , bored ..
i'm scared of the upcoming results !
bt hope i pass ..
will update more ..
n some pics during the 3 in 1 fiesta ..

Yours truly ,

2008-11-12T04:14:00.000-08:00

omg ,
ive forgotten ,
to day is my mom's bdae !
how forgetful i am !
urgh , y did i forgot my own mother's bdae ..
tmrw , going to jp to buy for her bdae present !
oh my , my money is nt wif me ,
argghh!
nvm , i try to ask my father ferst ..

Yours truly ,

2008-11-10T00:58:00.000-08:00

To Herman .
well, nth between us , just frnes aites ?

Well here we are again
Throwing punchlines no one wins
As the morning sun begins to rise
We're fading fast
And we won't work this out
No we're not gonna work this out tonight
No we're not gonna make this right
So I'll say goodbye
'Cause we're not gonna work this out tonight
Every single word's been said
Broke each others' hearts again
As the starlit sky begins to shine
We're breaking down
We don't have to fight
We just gotta try
We don't have to fight
We just gotta try
Tonight
And to all this fighting, we're just wasting time
We're gonna give it a try
Well, there's no need to fight
We're just wasting time
If you give it time
Well then maybe you'll find
Well, we know we're in love last time ,
So let's keep it alive
Keep it alive, keep it alive
I'm starting to see the morning light
We finally worked this out

Yours truly ,

2008-11-07T01:27:00.000-08:00

This is a warning to Afiqah n co .

dun act infront of me, understood ?
dont act like as if you're bigger than me n the rest of the P6s ,
Dun ever say ,
u're bigger than us !
i know weact infront of u ,
but i tell u wad ,
we are'nt perfect,
n u too ,
i'm not picking a fight but this is a warning ,
since Afiqah from P4C (i think) have been slap by me ,
n this is caused by your attitude, afiqah ,
so better watch out your mouth ,
n p.s try to slap me back , i'll defend coz my bro had taught me how to ,
oh and Afiqah, poor thing you cant slap me ,
n poor thng you cried loudly ,
dis is wad you called gangster ?
PATHETIC !

Yours truly ,

2008-11-05T05:36:00.000-08:00

This post is dedicated for sumone whom i've hurt so much ;
So if u had been hurt by me ,
these is for you ;
I'm Sorry ,

Broken hearts and last goodbyes
Restless nights
But lullabies helps make this pain go away
I realize I let you down
Told you that I'd be around
I'm building up the strength just to say
I'm Sorry
For breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep
It's all me,
This time is the last time that I'll ever beg you to stay
But your already on your way
Filled with sorrow, filled with pain
Knowing that I am to blame
For leaving your heart out in the rain
And I know your gonna walk away
And leave me with the price to pay
Before you go I wanted to say
Can't make it alive on my own
But if you have to go,
Then please boy, just leave me alone
'Cause I don't want to see
You and me going our separate ways
I'm begging you to stay
If it isn't too late

2008-11-05T01:41:00.000-08:00

sorry ferh nt posting ,
erm, ferh quite a long time ,
Lazy to post ,
very tired after school ,
n now my hands are all aching coz i went to swimming pool ?
saw Rico & Ben wif their friends ..
well, wen it started to rain & lightning was then came ,
me&Zakiyah went to the slide ferh a while ,
while fatin wait ferh us infront of the toilet ,
then after showering , went to kfc ..
me n zak ate cheesy melts , mashed potato n or fillet which fatin gave as a bit ..
we drank pepsi n went home ..
that's all yaw ,
tata ..

Yours truly ,

2008-11-01T00:24:00.000-07:00

nth to do siia ,
rite now onlii posting blog n listening to I gotta find you .
i'm doing the busker thingy thing,
if u wan to noe wad i'm gonna do then ask me hor ,
aniwae ,
if u have seen a small Yuhua sec school book ,
n inside there's some lyrics, pls let me noe ,
that's my book i'm finding ,
til here aites :D

Yours truly ,

2008-10-30T04:43:00.000-07:00

now i'm announcing a very important anouncement ,
it is abt me n fifi deluna ,
we are back as per normal ,
frens,
i'm reali sorry ,
i have no intention to scold u , fifi ,
apology accepted ?
yeahhss ,
so, the post which says bastard ,
dun care abt it no more ,
n she dun like dat boy no more ,
wee~!
we're gd to each other oledy ..

Yours truly ,

2008-10-28T16:39:00.000-07:00

ello,
now nth to do here at comp lab ,
sianzz, nth to do sia ...
i'm beside yan mei,
since amirah didnt come n im lone ly !
he also didnt come,
more boring ,
urh ..
til here ..

Yours truly ,

2008-10-28T04:08:00.000-07:00

this is the replies ferh the taggs :

Wataru: thx ferh the taq!
Naz : ahahahaha ! kesian , i went to his bdae party was like normal jek ..
Simin : ok jie,i'll relax bt i cannot tahan wit her attitude ! urgh !very angry ! wooohhh!
til here:@

2008-10-27T07:01:00.001-07:00

FIFI GET OUT OF MY BLOG, U BASTARD !
dun act quai lar !
change ur attitude lar sial !
jus ferh ur info ..
ur attitude like shit !
u think u pretty meh!
then i will spread ur secret now :
FIFI DELUNA LOVES KHAIRUL ( THE NAUGHTY ONE)
from p4

2008-10-26T03:03:00.000-07:00

sori ferh nt posting ferh quite a long time,
been busy this day ,
well actually busy chatting n going out wif frens ..
niwae , ytd was irul's bdae :D
well, his bdae was on 21/10 or 20/10 bt he celebrated it on 25/10..

happy b'dae, irul !

tmrw is udai's bdae , bt she celebrated it today ,
n just now was funn ~~!
i got cakedd!
Shafiq's pants gt caked by me n irul's face was caked by us~!
n i gt caked by hassan, udai, irul, amira ismail, nadira, ros too ..
wahh~ very tired lehhs ..
basically, i wan to wis h udai :

happy b'dae, udai !

Yours truly ,

2008-10-23T03:33:00.000-07:00

today n yesterday i had swimming ,
it was funn~!
but today i went to the swimming complex two times ,
one wit teacher one without ..
i like wen teachers arent there ..
me,zak,farina n ros went to lazy pool followed by wave pool , slide n deep pool!
at the deep pool we tried practise the swimming technics ..
then i learnt how to float n frog swimming style ..
wee~!
funn!

til here ..

Yours truly,

2008-10-21T04:35:00.000-07:00

today gone to zakiyah's house ,
to help out in packing ferh her aunt's wedding ..
well basically , just pack , pack, pack ..
then go mac (zak's father brought me there)
n saw raymond ..
wif his ear pierced ..
k then went to my grandma's house ..
talk, talk, talk n go back..
then now , blogging ,
til here =]

Yours truly ,

2008-10-20T03:50:00.000-07:00

today was the CAP programme ,
wah the teachr, mr pinto, was BBBBOOORRRIIINNGGGG ..
nn wen he was talking, he heard me, hassan , afiq n amirah laughed ..
n he looked at us and say ' wads the joke .? come share wit us ..'
we were like paiseh already ..
then hassan , afiq and me stil have the guts to laugh infront of hym ..
then hassan had an idea ..
which is take out a paper and act like as if we were reading n he ignored us ..
wah, nice one hassan ..
then after that we asked him smth then he ignored us ..
k bb ..
sianzzzz ...

Yours truly ,

2008-10-19T04:22:00.000-07:00

erm,
bt i had funn at the jurong point ..
saw ex-jps students ..
n pro-drummers..
n handsome guys ...
ooohhh....
bt i onli hv one n onli in my heart ,:]
u noe hu i meant ..
ok wadever ..
niwae the pics below was quite bic n i/5 of it u cant see so,
click on it n u can see full version ..
n also my frenster ..=]
ok gtg ..

Yours truly ,

photos ferh the Hari raya occassion ..

2008-10-18T08:24:00.000-07:00

At herman's house ..

in the bus ..

again in the bus ..

my creation ..ok wadever ..
wahh tt day was a funn day ~~!!

must still study ,

2008-10-18T07:46:00.000-07:00

elo :)
now im blogging n studying ..
tmrw i have my religious exam,
wah last minute ehhs i study ,
..
after psle olso nid to study sia ..
gd ferh the rest hu dun need to study ..
wah tired!

k gtg ..

Yours truly ,

j.e.c

2008-10-17T03:29:00.000-07:00

Er, actually, today was the day ferh me to go out wif winnie n simin to take pretty pix ..
bt then they cancelled it n i ended up going wit farina, mughni, herman n nabil ..
going out wit them was quite funn~~!
we talked n we laughed ..n so on ..
mughni was the 'joker' ..
bt the kind of joke he gave was nt a joke..
it was a silly talk ..
lol ,
im still laughing now ...
HAHAHA !!
then went the arcade ..
k bb ..

Yours truly ,

my day ,

2008-10-16T09:15:00.000-07:00

today, i went to go walk2 wif my fren ..
i went back at 9.30...
walk walk walk , wit fren like duhh ..
veri tired bt fun going out ..
we went out to ex-teachers house ...
FUNNNN~~!
K gtg ,

Yours truly ,

the birthdae ..

2008-10-15T02:28:00.000-07:00

todae ate cake to celebrate syuhada's b'dae at zakiyah's house..
but fortunately syuhada can't come so we kept some of the cake ferh her ..
n wil give it to her tmrw ..
chocolate cake :)
YUMMY .!
nth to post animore ...
niwae ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY , SYUHADA !

Yours truly :)

great time :)

2008-10-14T02:14:00.000-07:00

it's a freedom ferh me ..
hym no calling me ..
me not talking to hym agains :)
so happy :)
ah ..
listening to songs now ..
woah ,
i stil love zs ...
still waiting ferh hym to say to me :
'lyana, ily ..'
ya rite ..
it wont happen wan ..
just sitting here imagining ..
how he say tt n how i react :)
aaahhhaaaahhhhh .!
nvm, i'm waiting with patience ..
aaaahhhh .!
ok, tats not patient ..
hmm ,
i think im feeling much better sitting near to hym ..
try to look ferh me n hym in class,
very near eyy .!
i sat there bcoz cher told to do so ..
everybody was like shouting wooooooohhhhhhh!
i was like urgh bt deep inside my heart ..
aaawwwwhhhh !
hehe ..
wads more urh ?
argh!
i cant stop thinking of zs ..
k lyana, pls stop!
nvm , til here ppl !

woah!~~~

2008-10-13T03:12:00.000-07:00

i'm so angry wit that boy!

i'm nt gonna talk to tht boy ..
wad he could do is just hurt tt gerl..
i've told u to nt hurt her ..
bt u did..
since u did tt , i will nt talk to u til u both gd to each other again..
once again, Lyana is making the world a better place ferh LOVE !
but me myself have'nt ..
isn't it awkward..

Woah!~~~~
Yours Truly ,

PSLE remarks ..

2008-10-08T03:26:00.000-07:00

wah ,
long time didnt post ..
ask for PSLE remarks ?
here it is ..
eng : quite easy ;)
malay : TRICKY .. :(
math : how do i say tt ? DIFFICULT !
science : quite easy .. :)
ahh ..
afraid to see the results but cant wait !!
hope can pass ..happy already ..
but aiming for no Cs at all!
at least 1b ..
im satisfied ..
Express !! no normal academic ..
Commonwealth here i come ~!
if can lar ..
n n to all p6 pupils ..
gd luck yeahs to ur results ..
dun cry if bad results but i will cry ..
hehe ..
yours truly ,

in school today ...

2008-09-29T01:15:00.000-07:00

Today in school..

today nth interesting happenedd..

do compo in mt class ..
done science process skills followed by math ..
then RECESS !
the biggest freedom in school periods ..
walked, sang songs n then talked during recess ..
after tt was like an 'assembly'..
BBBOOOORRRRIIIIINNNNNGGG!!!!!!
the man was like talking crap n i was like wadever...
after tt childrens' day celebration...
not so much exciting as wen i'm in p4 & 5...
after tt , time to go home but not ferh 6D ..
need to go supp ..
amirah's bro was in our class as nobody could accompany hym..
n he ended up sleeping in our class ..
but nvm ..
then go home ..
but then wen i arrived at the gate of the school , 5 msgs received ..
walau! siao much?
hmm, wonder hu msged me ..

til here :)

Yours truly ,

dizzy ..

2008-09-27T01:34:00.000-07:00

haiz ..
today reali dizzy sia ..
dun noe wad happen..
i think too much sleep..
as ytd i slept at 11.30pm n today woke up at 2.00pm ..
wah sian ..
now get dizziness n wan to do hw also cannot tahan ..
ah ..
so boring sia ..
almost psle ..
2 more working days lehhs ..or rather 1 n a half ..
first day of Hari Raya go two houses onli n the second day study!
then on the sunday cannot go aniwhere .. even religious class..
nid to study ..
gtg ,:)

yours truly ,

He wake me upp ...

2008-09-26T05:36:00.000-07:00

ello there ,
i have just online n there a conversation between me n hym popped up ..
he was like sending me an instant offline msg ..
so wen i read it ..
i went awwwwwhhhhhhhhh...
guess wad he say ...??
wan to noe ask me ..
but ferh some reasons i wont ..
nn he also sent me a video clip (mine n his fav song) ...
n he also advice me something n i wil take his advice :)
thx ferh the advice :)
nid to study again ..

Yours truly ,

wad sia?

2008-09-25T05:18:00.000-07:00

today veri unfair sia ..
PSLE is around the corner ..
n my mom stil wan me to tidy up my room neatly ..
for the upcoming Hari Raya ..
but i've tidied my room abt 2 weeks ago?
is as neat as wad she expected last time ..
and also during Hari Raya nobody will visit my room wad ?!
so dun need to tidy sum more la..
must study wad ,
n she also wan me to go to commonwealth wen i onli have 210/300 for prelim ..
n sum more if go express, need 230 - 239/300
so must study la ..
today i also realised tt the date of the english psle exam is the same date as my late grandfather passed away ...
but in the calendar of Islam ..
haizz.. how i wish my late granfather is stil here n can support me ..
missed hym ..
gtg ,, nid to chiao hw ..

Yours truly ,

2008-09-23T22:17:00.000-07:00

ello there ..
hey , boi not 80 times lah!
dun say anyhow!
i onli looked at u 4 times out of 80 ....
wad a big difference ...
wth ?!
niwae pls do my fren test which is posted below ..
test urself how much do u noe me ..
see yar ..

:)Yours truly ,

in msn n i regretted ..

2008-09-23T01:50:00.000-07:00

ah!
tell u wad i was so shoched just now wen i online in msn ...a msg from hym ,,
he was like saying i'm sori lyana ....frens nvr hate each other ...he sent me tt at 13.46...
i was like regretted tt i stay back! but wen i read tt msg it was so sweet n makes me wanna cry but happy too... awww ,, he was so sweet ...but i replied to hym tt was so sweet n a smily face ..
i was too hapi to write anything .. then i just told hym gd luck ferh psle .. done ...
MY HAPPIEST DAY though i regretted i stayed back IN THE WORLD !

Yours truly ,

school time ..

2008-09-22T01:46:00.000-07:00

ello , there ,
todae is the suprisingly suprising dae ..
i woke up at 6.15 am n went to skool at 6.50 ..
n guess wad wen i arrive at the school hall , he was also behind me ..
without me realizing n there.. my fren (boys) were laughing ..
so i just sat down n there goes hym sitting behind me ..
but ended up leaving the space infront of hym,
then the junior prefect go n told me to move in but i denied ..
then that mrs yoe go tell me to sit infront of hym sia ..
ah! so ashamed ..
but then it was the medicine to cover my feeling of miss towards hym...
niwae nid to chia studies ..

yours truly ,

fren test

2008-09-20T23:51:00.000-07:00

Create your own Friend Test here

Dream ..

2008-09-20T22:03:00.000-07:00

Today was quite a tiring day ..
i dreamt of hym ..
but it was a horrible dream ..
it goes like this ..
he liked my bestfren n my bestfren liked hym too ..
n then i saw my bestfren putting her head on his chest ..
n i was crying ..
my fren winnie & melinda was stopping me from crying ..
n they were keeping me in touch ..
then, i went to the toilet ,
saw zakiyah n she also try to stop me from crying ..
then , i suddenly woke up ..
eventhough it was just a dream n i was crying in my dream ..
i was olso crying on the outside ..
i've nvr felt this way before ..
this is the proof tt ily ...
niwae gt to do hw ...
gtg ..

yours truly ,

confessed ..

2008-09-20T06:29:00.000-07:00

today i have confessed to hym my true feelings ..
i told hym trough msn wen he was offline so he will read after psle wen he online ..
as my fren told me he will online onli after psle ..
get it ?
i told hym my true feelings ..
but i hope he wil not avoid me after reading it ..
i truly liked hym but he wil nvr like me ..
but i wil nvr give up ..
if u(the one i've confeesed to) are reading tis..
i tell u wad was my reason of liking u ..
u're brave , intelligent n maybe good ..
n plus u're _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ ..
til here ..

yours truly ,

new blog ..

2008-09-19T01:07:00.001-07:00

ello there,
here i am , liyana ..just created my blog.. isnt it nice? credits to fatin .
haha , niwae today was quite an awful day ,
but i'll tell u nxt time .. n today have alot of hw sia ..
oh no mother calling ,need to study ..
gtg ,
bb,
yours truly ,